Well now I'm classed as 3 days overdue. Now I know that doesn't seem like long but when you have been thinking the 9th was the due date, 11 days is a long time.
The upsetting thing is everytime I get my hopes up I see the midwife and she tells me that nothing has changed from the last time she saw me.

I had another appointment with the midwife today and again I got told the babies head still hasn't engaged. She also did another membrane sweep and told me my cervix hasn't changed since Wednesday, it is still long and not even ready for labour.

I have a specialist referral going through for Friday, chances are if I end up being induced I will end up with another c-section which is what I really want to avoid.

I have also started to have nightmares about the birth. Please pray for me to get through this time and have this baby naturally.

I feel all hope is lost for having a natural birth, this baby is not ready or even trying to be ready, and once they start induction there is very little chance left.