I have been very sick over the past week. I have had a temperature that was 39.7deg C, very tied, dizzy, thumping head ache the list goes on. I'm still not 100% on top of my game.

Warwick looked after the girls for me while I was sick, which I am very grateful for.
Cos I hadn't eaten all week Georgia had to resort to a bottle to get any nutrition.
This morning I got up and looked around the house and thought is this what my house would look like if Warwick was an at home dad. Don't get me wrong I very much appreciate him for looking after the girls but its the things that a mother does that guys just don't think about.

For starters
He got the girls dressed in the mornings. This is good but the clothes he put them in never matched, and my poor Lyssa went for 4 days without having her hair brushed once. So she had a blond very frizzy afro on her head.
When giving babies a cruskit and it is wise to use a bib, once they have finished it you should wash them down before putting them in bed so baby does not stick to the sheets.

Just things like that, it could also be our personality's, I pay attention to detail where as I don't think Warwick knows what detail is.

thank you honey for looking after the children.

Searching

At the moment I am searching for answers to so many questions. Just where I fit, where Alyssa is going to go to school, and a few more, I am also fighting with insecurities of my own.
I suppose I am just wanting some conformation on some things so I don't feel quite so in the air, I like to be grounded.

There was a very interesting question that we stumbled across in my cell group last night, that caused a very long debate.

Q: Many Christians think that the more they know about God and the more active they are for him, the less they'll be tempted?

Why is caused such a discussion is this, In the prayer of Jabez it says "oh lord keep me from evil"
Now does this mean God will keep you from evil or keep you safe while going through evil. Because it is going through the hard times and temptations that make us grow as Christians, but is it limiting God to say that God won't keep these things away from us.

I have my opinion but its an interesting thought point.